I m feeling restless in the office. Partly because i can't think clearly, in relation ot my article and partly because i feel as if the things are happening around me in the office and not to me. I am feeling incredibly jumpy, and restless, i had to resort to biting myself, to calm myself down. Is pain really the only answer? I don't see any alternatives at all. At the end of the day, its always the knife, the keys, i don't understand why there's no other answer.